=31 Meow=

[norealsmiles]

This won't work. It can never work. No matter what I feel. He has no idea what he's asking me and if he did he'd... I don't want to know what he'd do if he found out. Would he hate me? He doesn't know the kids yet, so he has no reason to be angry for their sake... But I was going to... He couldn't... Even if he didn't care about that, how could he feel that way about someone like me?

And... if we were like that... I don't know how long I'd be able to keep it from him.

Fay, come soon. Please. I need you.

Uwaaah! It's such a beautiful day! I think I'll take Ryuu-chan for a walk...

[OOC: This is backdated to the morning? Either Sunday or Monday, it doesn't really matter. Sunday morning, I guess. Damn EST.]