=24 Meow=
... When he's not with me it feels wrong. It's so easy to get used to him being here, to be able to touch him, to talk to him and just be next to him. It's so so easy to forget everything else for a little while longer. Why? Spending time with Sakura-chan and Syaoran-kun was nice too, and they had a similar effect, but it's not the same. I suppose because I was never as close to them, maybe? I never let them... I shouldn't let him either. Even if this place brought him back, he could still leave or die. He's so strong, but even he just... I was so very happy when he woke up. More than happy, it just... I could barely think. But if he hadn't come back... It shouldn't be this easy.
More than that, I wanted to hurt him. I wanted to kill him. And I could have done it, easily, he has no idea what I- ... I wanted to kill him. I will kill him. Because I have to... I'll probably hate myself for it later. I'll probably hope he'll stop me but I can't stop myself... I don't want it to be this way...
... These feelings are nothing but trouble. Whatever they are.
[[OOC: When I said difficult to hack, I meant EXTREMELY difficult to hack. So Tsukasa was able but it's still really hard. So people can hack it but they might not get everything (like the "will kill him" part).]]