one of those days.
ever feel like utter shite for no obvious reason? or for loads of reasons and you dont know whats upsetting you? well basically Becca just wants to be friends for the time being, which is alright I suppose. but shes also told me she's got a spot on her liver. now I have a tendency to think the worst if I find out someones ill. stupid, I know. and forgive the cliche but its like you really dont know what you've got till its gone, huh? still. the panto sucks balls. we open on saturday and I STILL have no music. Im gonna pull out I think. its just more stress. not to mention certain members of the cast who are just so fucking juvenile. I mean seriously, grow the fuck up and get over yourselves. I'm over it so why arent you? argh. UCAS is sorted, so thats something I spose. and my room is actually not looking like a dumping ground now so thats something. and I have seeing Jay to look forward to. and I'm also kinda pleased Mum enjoyed her birthday. it was hard work but she didnt suspect a thing and the party went really well. Dave and me did some prac today (I have pix if you dont believe me)...look out for our cover of "My Bonnie Lies Over The Ocean" - tuneless and (we hope) fucking priceless. anyway.