Monies
So, I decided I am going back to my 12 yr old ways and I'm going to keep track of my money spending. Now that college is out and I am more responsible for all my bills, have a more expensive place and loans are going to be having to get paid off soon I need to make sure that I have more profits than losses. So I have been very careful about going out and spending money recently and if anyone is wondering why I will show you. Last month I made $1,018.23 and Spent $2,474.59 which comes to a grand Loss of $1,456.36. Now I had extra spendings this past month such as a security deposit and my Lawyer bill which was a shit load I mean a large shit load of money so that on top on not getting paid for my vacation time, which is why I hate work even more.... I'm in the hole lots of money. So now I have to spend the next few months trying to make up for that. On a more depressing note I really really really wanna go on vacation. I wanna go visit my Brother since I haven't seen him in 8 months. It has been a while. The sad thing is that I can't afford to. I used up my birthday present on my couch and I used up my Christmas Present on my Automatic car starter. But I really wanted those two things. I don't NEED an automatic car starter, but let me tell you, especially for someone who is always cold, it is a very nice thing to have. And it saves all the scraping and brushing off of a car. My Couch I really needed that. My Futon was so uncomfortable I would have lines on my ass after I got up. So it was needed in order for me to be able to sit and relax comfortably in my own home. Well I guess things are just going to have to wait....
I am very disappointed in myself and the decision I have made
I am very disappointed in myself and the decision I have made