Mr. Levon left me here to sort out my fears
The keys feel hard and clunky and - how am I so awake at 4:30 in the morning?
There’s this lovely sunset outside the bus window. Illuminated sun in the midst of dark gray clouds. I felt for a moment that this was the apocalypse, and then realized how mundanely normal it was. Mundane can sting my little heart. Boredom can seal your fate. Oh, you know what I’m talking about, don’t you? Lalu.
My world is confetti chaos sometimes, and I get so lost in all the moving colors and sounds. Where you were, I misjudged and got angry. Where I wasn’t, I can’t help. But I was so disappointed in myself. I’m trying. Normalcy doesn’t have to be so bad. I guess. Or I can change things…
There’s this lovely sunset outside the bus window. Illuminated sun in the midst of dark gray clouds. I felt for a moment that this was the apocalypse, and then realized how mundanely normal it was. Mundane can sting my little heart. Boredom can seal your fate. Oh, you know what I’m talking about, don’t you? Lalu.
My world is confetti chaos sometimes, and I get so lost in all the moving colors and sounds. Where you were, I misjudged and got angry. Where I wasn’t, I can’t help. But I was so disappointed in myself. I’m trying. Normalcy doesn’t have to be so bad. I guess. Or I can change things…