I'm on cloud number 9
Now I've seen yet another movie that got bad reviews and Keanu was bashed for his acting, A Walk in the Clouds. He's really the black sheep of the whole movie industry... -_-
I have nothing bad to say about his acting. I wish the critics could see the passion in his eyes. He really is the character he's portraying. I love the tone of his voice throughout the movie. It never gets dark or gloomy, no matter how many obstacles he's confronted with. The manuscript might be a little silly at times, but that's not his fault. And I really think that his co-star is a pretty mediocre actress. :P But Keanu really gave his all in this part. Just listening to him talking about the girl he loves - it really brought tears to my eyes. At that moment, I wished that I wasn't looking at a movie and that those words could have been directed my way.
I've been trying to think of a fan-fic to write. Something that can fool my mind, if only for a little while. But it's hard. I've never written a fan-fic before, and this - this is not a character in a game or anything like that. This is a real person. And I don't wanna write something about one of his characters. That's wrong. I couldn't write myself as his love interest in Matrix for example, that's Trinity. I can't change what I already love. No, I need to write something that is just for me. But it seems that I can't. I have all these ideas surging through my mind, but it's all so complex. How do you obtain realism in a fan-fic, when the fan-fic itself is not realistic at all? It's very confusing... Cause I'd want it to be realistic. I can't just teleport myself into his bed. XP
Well, I'd better go to sleep now. Tomorrow is picnic-day. They say it's gonna rain - boohoo. :( Bring your umbrellas.
Keanu pic of the day
(Notice the birthmark on his neck. I have one like that too, and if this picture is flipped, then it's also in the exact same place.)
We all wonder what our lives will look like in the future. I'm thinking a lot about that, and have done that for some time. I have reached some goals, while others are on hiatus and others seem so very far away. In my twisted mind, I tend to wanna analyze things to my own benefit. So, his daughter was stillborn, his girlfriend died in a car-crash. Terrible things, but good for me. It's, what? - a one in 3 billion chance, that I might get him instead? That I could bring him a family? But seriously, if he wants a family, and I believe he does, then he has to pick someone who's younger, if you wanna have a good chance of conceiving.
...
Oki, I'm gonna stop right there. I hate (?) children, and here I am talking about giving birth to his? Is this it? Have I lost my mind? Is it time to lock me up somewhere?
I am so envious of every girl or woman in these movies I've seen, who have gotten the privilege to kiss him. To look into his eyes, wrap their arms around his neck, stroke his cheek, feel his hair... I'd give anything to be the one who can do that to him.
I guess I really am insane... -_-
I have nothing bad to say about his acting. I wish the critics could see the passion in his eyes. He really is the character he's portraying. I love the tone of his voice throughout the movie. It never gets dark or gloomy, no matter how many obstacles he's confronted with. The manuscript might be a little silly at times, but that's not his fault. And I really think that his co-star is a pretty mediocre actress. :P But Keanu really gave his all in this part. Just listening to him talking about the girl he loves - it really brought tears to my eyes. At that moment, I wished that I wasn't looking at a movie and that those words could have been directed my way.
I've been trying to think of a fan-fic to write. Something that can fool my mind, if only for a little while. But it's hard. I've never written a fan-fic before, and this - this is not a character in a game or anything like that. This is a real person. And I don't wanna write something about one of his characters. That's wrong. I couldn't write myself as his love interest in Matrix for example, that's Trinity. I can't change what I already love. No, I need to write something that is just for me. But it seems that I can't. I have all these ideas surging through my mind, but it's all so complex. How do you obtain realism in a fan-fic, when the fan-fic itself is not realistic at all? It's very confusing... Cause I'd want it to be realistic. I can't just teleport myself into his bed. XP
Well, I'd better go to sleep now. Tomorrow is picnic-day. They say it's gonna rain - boohoo. :( Bring your umbrellas.
Keanu pic of the day
(Notice the birthmark on his neck. I have one like that too, and if this picture is flipped, then it's also in the exact same place.)
We all wonder what our lives will look like in the future. I'm thinking a lot about that, and have done that for some time. I have reached some goals, while others are on hiatus and others seem so very far away. In my twisted mind, I tend to wanna analyze things to my own benefit. So, his daughter was stillborn, his girlfriend died in a car-crash. Terrible things, but good for me. It's, what? - a one in 3 billion chance, that I might get him instead? That I could bring him a family? But seriously, if he wants a family, and I believe he does, then he has to pick someone who's younger, if you wanna have a good chance of conceiving.
...
Oki, I'm gonna stop right there. I hate (?) children, and here I am talking about giving birth to his? Is this it? Have I lost my mind? Is it time to lock me up somewhere?
I am so envious of every girl or woman in these movies I've seen, who have gotten the privilege to kiss him. To look into his eyes, wrap their arms around his neck, stroke his cheek, feel his hair... I'd give anything to be the one who can do that to him.
I guess I really am insane... -_-