Wanting more

Mar 31, 2007 22:58

Oh yey, now I have to wait until April 23:rd for a new episode. Blargh.
BTW, Sendhil Ramamurthy, damn does he look good.
I like all the characters presented so far. That's pretty amazing for a show with such a huge cast. And no new Scrubs either.

I'm cold. And tired. And I feel... lonely.
Hollow. Yeah, like there is a big hole in my chest. It's so strange.
I haven't had that feeling for a long time, maybe years.
I don't know when it started, it seems to have been sneaking up on me.
How do you make holes go away?
I could watch My Neighbor Totoro on DVD if I wanted, but I wanna see it on the silver screen.
I dunno how I'm gonna make it to the movies, but I can always try.
Maybe next week. I wanna feel alive again.

I went to bed after 3 AM yesterday. I always go to sleep very, very late when I'm not feeling well. I can stay up for hours on end, hoping to feel better, when in fact I might be making matters worse. It's so quiet.


tv, loneliness, random

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