First of all, I wanna thank everyone who is keeping their fingers, toes and bodies crossed for me come tomorrow. It really means a lot. It's still important, but now the main cause for it is gone. Let's review.
So, I found this apartment (not far from where I live now) - an apartment for buying, not just renting. It has a fixed price, 535 000 SEK and the rent would be 3700. I called SBAB to ask about loaning money, but they refused me. (Since they review my income from the past year and I have not yet worked a whole year, things got a little tricky.) I called Nordea and they wanted me to come meet them on Wednesday, that is tomorrow, to talk about loans. (They also accept having parents for example "gå i god" for me so my mom is joining me.) I went to see the apartment yesterday and it was a great place. Built in 2001 it's right next to the subway station (2 minute walk) and very close to my job. It measures to 56 square meters and has a balcony - from where I look over the subway station. Nice little kitchen, great living room, great bedroom etc. So, I declared that I was extremely interested in this place. The guy living there said that if I get an OK on Wednesday from my bank then I can move in on January 1st. Sweet!
Today I had a missed call from the broker. I called him up and he told me that he'd met with a couple and they had already gotten the green light to loan money and so the seller chose to go with them. I was disappointed to be sure, but still, there will be more places and by then I will have my green light too. Also, seeing as I've been so occupied with all sorts of things these past months and my brain has felt unusually cluttered, in a way, I think it's good that this didn't come about right now. Taking a loan is a big step and a bit of planning wouldn't hurt. But you can still cross your fingers for tomorrow, and keep crossing them for me finding a place of my own, please. :)
But, today I had no less than two packages to pick up at the post office. (And a third that I will fetch tomorrow.) Straight from Japan; Radiant Silvergun OST, Stella Deus Arrange and Xenosaga 3 OST (a soundtrack I already own, but somehow ordered duplicates of. Well, whatever.)
OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!! :D I'm listening to RS OST right now and it is SO Hitoshi Sakimoto! Did I mention that I love that man? I wanna have his children. I wanna marry him. I'll walk through fire and ice. My god. His music can be so enigmatic, powerful, enthralling and just... breathtaking. Not from this earth! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ I don't know what to do with myself. I might be crazy. For real.
And the best part is, that I got the soundtracks so fast (I ordered them like a week ago!) and they didn't get stuck in customs like PlayAsia's packages always do. Hmm, I might have a new favorite place to buy game music at. ;)