because you are not worth a page in my moleskin.
no, you havent changed.
not an ounce. mr.selfentitle_
mr.lookatme
sir, all i ask is for a little humility on a plate and if you so could kindly pass it towards me id stick a t w e n t y d o l l a r bill up my nose again and be addicted to you.
but you couldnt give me that, and im not talking games here.
i just want you to know that its still all smoke and mirrors, and despite my cancer being in remission at least im acting like a 23 year old.
lets face the
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s.
youre zeroing in in 30 and youve got N o t h i n g. you live in a self contained box in the city with no girl to rub your feet at the end of the day, and sadly i cant make you that dinner either.
this is actually all your fault.
because you think pieces have to fall perfectly into place and if the pieces havent been found yet then you could just disappear.
thankfully mr.2004, people lock themselves away to figure out the puzzle and dont need you. and you dont get the adorable, self medicated person that you once stored away to wish them brighter tomorrows and when its convenient for you... then maybe you can be together.
if thats the case, im glad i spared myself and you are still
a
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you could just be honest honest honest (its more real if you wish it 3 times) and tell me you wanted to see me. and hang out with me. and even if i do leave you in the fog, then i know that my hand has at least left a print in your heart and you just want to see me.
but its never like that with you. you could never give me the benefit of the doubt.
but when youre me, and you've been alone, you realize that being alone is not a bad thing. so i'm not loosing anything without you.
every other conversation you make yourself look less attractive.
at 23 i dont have to lie anymore. i smoke pot, i listen to rock music, sometimes the cancer explodes all over my arms, but that is me. and i am happy with myself. i am happy to be m_.
and im older now so i can wish good things on you (because youre going to need all the help you can get)
free moral agents - when i smile
not an ounce. mr.selfentitle_
mr.lookatme
sir, all i ask is for a little humility on a plate and if you so could kindly pass it towards me id stick a t w e n t y d o l l a r bill up my nose again and be addicted to you.
but you couldnt give me that, and im not talking games here.
i just want you to know that its still all smoke and mirrors, and despite my cancer being in remission at least im acting like a 23 year old.
lets face the
f
a
c
t
s.
youre zeroing in in 30 and youve got N o t h i n g. you live in a self contained box in the city with no girl to rub your feet at the end of the day, and sadly i cant make you that dinner either.
this is actually all your fault.
because you think pieces have to fall perfectly into place and if the pieces havent been found yet then you could just disappear.
thankfully mr.2004, people lock themselves away to figure out the puzzle and dont need you. and you dont get the adorable, self medicated person that you once stored away to wish them brighter tomorrows and when its convenient for you... then maybe you can be together.
if thats the case, im glad i spared myself and you are still
a
l
o
ne.
you could just be honest honest honest (its more real if you wish it 3 times) and tell me you wanted to see me. and hang out with me. and even if i do leave you in the fog, then i know that my hand has at least left a print in your heart and you just want to see me.
but its never like that with you. you could never give me the benefit of the doubt.
but when youre me, and you've been alone, you realize that being alone is not a bad thing. so i'm not loosing anything without you.
every other conversation you make yourself look less attractive.
at 23 i dont have to lie anymore. i smoke pot, i listen to rock music, sometimes the cancer explodes all over my arms, but that is me. and i am happy with myself. i am happy to be m_.
and im older now so i can wish good things on you (because youre going to need all the help you can get)
free moral agents - when i smile