Jun 30, 2006 11:57
i'm wasnt going to make a big deal about this because karen wants to.
just so everyone knows she totally queefed on the bus.
anyway,
i cut. i feel dumb for doing it (sort of, a lot disappointed) but i really acted on instinct. i think about it now that it was thoroughly a mistake, and ill learn to just calm down from now on.
i have been good for a while. i think i'm mean to be over it and this is just a minor set back. it is what it is, an act out of instinct.
ive just been cutting for so long that everytime i get a little hint of wrong in my body i tense up and do the most impulsive thing that comes to me. it wont happen again, or at least i hope it does. i'm just happy i'm getting better.