and your writers block, it dont mean shit. i think this is a hit.
dearest lovelies,i wanted to apologize for sometimes being so late to reply to posts. really, i love reading everything you write (tina, karen, alicia, and amber!) but i get... lazy... and then here i am waiting for a phonecall and just replying and i dont mean it to be disrespectful because you dears are always so gracious about replying to my traumas in life. anyway, i just wanted to say i appreciate the very constructive input.
i dont think ive ever encountered people so supportive of me, its kind of nice and yes, hope.
gah.
so back to waiting for this phonecall. last time she called me at around 11. thats like an hour from now. i'm going to shit bricks, and i'm getting nervous about not being accepted. i odnt even want to contemplate anything else except that... except that ill miss everyone especially my sister who threw a fit when i was looking at tattoo shops in newport.
anyway, all my tests are done and all i have left to do is write my paper.
has anyone read the awakening by kate chopin? its about this lady in the 19th century who's leaving this oppressed life (well sort of, no one is keeping here there. she's sort of her own prisoner) and she finally wakes up. i'm comparing that with sylvia plath's the belljar.... and despite not having a paper, ive already come up with a brilliant title: esther and edna.
i'm sleepy, but not really. i'm in this middle and i'm not quite sure what to do.
antifreeze tastest like koolaid, i bet you guys didnt know that. its so sweet. i want some potassium cyanide (karen, write that in terms of chemical symbols!) i read dying to it was like the most peaceful sleep. and thats what i want, to be asleep.
i dont really know what to write. im just waiting for time to go by. i hope she calls relatively soon... i'm soooo nervous. watch her turn me down, god i'm going to be so upset.
:(
i dont think ive ever encountered people so supportive of me, its kind of nice and yes, hope.
gah.
so back to waiting for this phonecall. last time she called me at around 11. thats like an hour from now. i'm going to shit bricks, and i'm getting nervous about not being accepted. i odnt even want to contemplate anything else except that... except that ill miss everyone especially my sister who threw a fit when i was looking at tattoo shops in newport.
anyway, all my tests are done and all i have left to do is write my paper.
has anyone read the awakening by kate chopin? its about this lady in the 19th century who's leaving this oppressed life (well sort of, no one is keeping here there. she's sort of her own prisoner) and she finally wakes up. i'm comparing that with sylvia plath's the belljar.... and despite not having a paper, ive already come up with a brilliant title: esther and edna.
i'm sleepy, but not really. i'm in this middle and i'm not quite sure what to do.
antifreeze tastest like koolaid, i bet you guys didnt know that. its so sweet. i want some potassium cyanide (karen, write that in terms of chemical symbols!) i read dying to it was like the most peaceful sleep. and thats what i want, to be asleep.
i dont really know what to write. im just waiting for time to go by. i hope she calls relatively soon... i'm soooo nervous. watch her turn me down, god i'm going to be so upset.
:(