shiella "brace-face" c.
i picked up my cap&gown for the college. i'm walking with jeremy and ben is graduating too. it would have been so awesome if cris was graduating this quarter, then id be the whole gang up there and we'd just have a massive party walk. like i was so stoked just being there with cindy, cris and jeremy trying on gowns. god, it was something else. i always feel this utter content when i'm in the car with the radio really loud. like ive wanted to do taht forever, and its finally happening. you know what i think though? now is the right time for things like that to happen. it makes so much sense now, and no strife whatsoever. i feel so content with my life.
my scars are forming from my weekend of hell. i need to lay off this burning business. seriously, what can you do. i heard chris was talking about me. i dont think it was anything bad. but its insane amounts of faggotry when my name is mentioned outside of my presence. i suppose it cant be that bad, that i'm still talked about, but god is it ever something else.
i saw kathleen today. she saw me doing my "habbit" and she was so shocked. i was like what the fuck, get out of my face. and all that trash. uhm, i cant say much about it. i just didnt want anyone asking and its not like anyones business. i just hate, well her.
i also decided that now is not the time to get uppity and cause strife. i should just live and enjoy life. RIGHT, so tuition is 2k a quarter. ugh, i really have to get a job this summer. i've been hardcore bugging though. like this is my first summer that i wont be in school and i feel so lost because ive been there forever. i almost dont know what to do. well, the gang and i know what to do but it feels weird. i think now is the time to learn how to unwind.
the new rave has been over my braces. well, its dying down now, but for other people its been something else. i decided to take pictures, and i dont think i look horrid.
TA-DAH!
i was using someone else's camera, so theyre kind of tarty.
my mom tells me everyday that i look like i never wash my hair. and she's wrong. i wash my hair but i put stuff in it because i hate the clean feeling. its been 80ºF outside and yes skirt weather. WHO EVER HAS THEIR HAIR DOWN? i just hate the feeling of clean hair so pardon if i look trashy.
--mac eyeliner
--cg mascara
--foundation
--no lip stuff
my scars are forming from my weekend of hell. i need to lay off this burning business. seriously, what can you do. i heard chris was talking about me. i dont think it was anything bad. but its insane amounts of faggotry when my name is mentioned outside of my presence. i suppose it cant be that bad, that i'm still talked about, but god is it ever something else.
i saw kathleen today. she saw me doing my "habbit" and she was so shocked. i was like what the fuck, get out of my face. and all that trash. uhm, i cant say much about it. i just didnt want anyone asking and its not like anyones business. i just hate, well her.
i also decided that now is not the time to get uppity and cause strife. i should just live and enjoy life. RIGHT, so tuition is 2k a quarter. ugh, i really have to get a job this summer. i've been hardcore bugging though. like this is my first summer that i wont be in school and i feel so lost because ive been there forever. i almost dont know what to do. well, the gang and i know what to do but it feels weird. i think now is the time to learn how to unwind.
the new rave has been over my braces. well, its dying down now, but for other people its been something else. i decided to take pictures, and i dont think i look horrid.
TA-DAH!
i was using someone else's camera, so theyre kind of tarty.
my mom tells me everyday that i look like i never wash my hair. and she's wrong. i wash my hair but i put stuff in it because i hate the clean feeling. its been 80ºF outside and yes skirt weather. WHO EVER HAS THEIR HAIR DOWN? i just hate the feeling of clean hair so pardon if i look trashy.
--mac eyeliner
--cg mascara
--foundation
--no lip stuff