Stop playing with me and let it rain...
This weekend was the greatest.
Waterfights.
Bonfire.
Layin in the rain.
Volleyball.
Dancing.
Sitting on the most amazing chair swing and having my hair played with.
Church.
Red Robin.
Adam.
Friends.
Da Vinci Code.
X-men.
Marker fun with Garrett.
Applebees.
Humans.
Talks till 1am.
Home.
Sleep.
Who knew that ejecting everything included the medicine you were taking?
I knew.
This is killing me in more ways than I thought.
But Im not done yet.
I wish I could disappear and leave things exactly as they are. With everyone happy. Leave with the pictures I have imprinted in my mind.
The image of Melissa, Kyle and Berto playing Volleyball.
The image of Garrett dancing in my car and shaking his fist at the kids walking down the street. The image of Adam telling me his life story for an hour and a half last night. The image of Merry surrounded by ladies the other night pickin on Fraz trying to get his $100 back. The image of Chris... nevermind.
This is a pointless post.
I feel sick but Im content.
According to my calculations now would be a good time to leave. Everyone's good now, including myself, broken smile and all.
Waterfights.
Bonfire.
Layin in the rain.
Volleyball.
Dancing.
Sitting on the most amazing chair swing and having my hair played with.
Church.
Red Robin.
Adam.
Friends.
Da Vinci Code.
X-men.
Marker fun with Garrett.
Applebees.
Humans.
Talks till 1am.
Home.
Sleep.
Who knew that ejecting everything included the medicine you were taking?
I knew.
This is killing me in more ways than I thought.
But Im not done yet.
I wish I could disappear and leave things exactly as they are. With everyone happy. Leave with the pictures I have imprinted in my mind.
The image of Melissa, Kyle and Berto playing Volleyball.
The image of Garrett dancing in my car and shaking his fist at the kids walking down the street. The image of Adam telling me his life story for an hour and a half last night. The image of Merry surrounded by ladies the other night pickin on Fraz trying to get his $100 back. The image of Chris... nevermind.
This is a pointless post.
I feel sick but Im content.
According to my calculations now would be a good time to leave. Everyone's good now, including myself, broken smile and all.