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Well I caved on Saturday and sent flowers to my mother for Mother's Day. I had been going back and forth since I've gotten home about what to do. I'm sure it will change nothing, but it did appease my own self loathing so I guess I did it for me. I got a confirmation of delivery email from FTD. Good enough. My brother called me last night to wish me a happy Mother's Day and to complain about his miserable life. I hate when he does that-finds a reason to call so he can talk about himself. I'm not a fucking cheerleader anymore! I chewed him out. He said basically nothing in response. Super.
Saturday my friend Star came by and we went to get our piggies done. I love getting pedicures. Manicures not so much, but feet rubbin and polishing? Hell yes. I got to use my gift certificate Chris gave me for my birthday. I still have enough left over for one more. tee hee!
Star talked about this new man she met on Plenty of Fish and was so happy I recommended it and coached her on her profile. The man is super hawt, has a job, a house, isn't married and likes talking to her with several other possibilities sitting in her que. Promising! The only reservation she has about him is (drum roll) that he's NOT white. ~gasps~ Seriously Star? She said well, he's half white and half Latino and really light so I'll give him a try. mkay...~shakes head~
I gave her my book, 'Why men love Bitches' and told her to follow it to the letter if she wants any chance with this guy. If she does her crazy, needy, argumentative, bi-polar, over calling, over sharing routine again he'll walk immediately. The only person who can pull that shit off is Kim Kardasian for about 6 weeks and then the guy will still walk. These days women are too easy and plentiful for guys to really bother to overlook bad behavior. I think she gets that now after so many failed relationships. I hope she does anyway or she's going to be a very lonely woman and should invest in more cats.
I called the fertility call center on Saturday and left a message that I was on my CD2 and to order me a new Clomid. They called back this morning to left me know my doctor may want to have me come in for an ultrasound. I'm supposed to start my Clomid tomorrow. I theoretically wanted to start yesterday CD3, but the pharmacy open on the weekend doesn't have Clomid so I was going to go today and get it from the other pharmacy and start today, but now I have to wait for them to call me back. I bled really bad on Saturday. Lots of pain lots of clotting. Last cycle was awful and there was my result. At least my doctor wants to give me an ultrasound now after so many requests. Again...must say 'pain and blood' together for a medical team to react. I need to remember that from now on. Good luck finding my left ovary on ultrasound tech. ~salutes~
I've had intense sexual cravings these last few days. Yikes! Must be my age. Hormones making a last ditch effort before I go into Menopause. And here I thought my prime had crested. Apparently not. o.O My poor man. I swear I will be the death of him.
I love Lola. The new dog smell has not worn off yet. She got her first bath yesterday cuz she was getting kinda stinky. She was so good! Hopped in and just stood there for washing. Amazing. She's an absolute joy. Ro is an idiot for giving her up. She's easier than our other dog who's pretty easy. She just needed to be exercised daily um...like ALL dogs. Duh. It amazes me people don't walk their dog. Anywho, her leash training is coming along. Now I take her out with my bike for about 30 minutes and then leash train her in the evening for 20 minutes in the dark when it's quiet with less visual distraction. This week I've added an AM 20 minute walk so she's relaxed while I'm gone at work.
I knew I should have a dog. She almost completes me. I'm knitting her a sweater cuz that baby girl has so little hair! =)
Saturday my friend Star came by and we went to get our piggies done. I love getting pedicures. Manicures not so much, but feet rubbin and polishing? Hell yes. I got to use my gift certificate Chris gave me for my birthday. I still have enough left over for one more. tee hee!
Star talked about this new man she met on Plenty of Fish and was so happy I recommended it and coached her on her profile. The man is super hawt, has a job, a house, isn't married and likes talking to her with several other possibilities sitting in her que. Promising! The only reservation she has about him is (drum roll) that he's NOT white. ~gasps~ Seriously Star? She said well, he's half white and half Latino and really light so I'll give him a try. mkay...~shakes head~
I gave her my book, 'Why men love Bitches' and told her to follow it to the letter if she wants any chance with this guy. If she does her crazy, needy, argumentative, bi-polar, over calling, over sharing routine again he'll walk immediately. The only person who can pull that shit off is Kim Kardasian for about 6 weeks and then the guy will still walk. These days women are too easy and plentiful for guys to really bother to overlook bad behavior. I think she gets that now after so many failed relationships. I hope she does anyway or she's going to be a very lonely woman and should invest in more cats.
I called the fertility call center on Saturday and left a message that I was on my CD2 and to order me a new Clomid. They called back this morning to left me know my doctor may want to have me come in for an ultrasound. I'm supposed to start my Clomid tomorrow. I theoretically wanted to start yesterday CD3, but the pharmacy open on the weekend doesn't have Clomid so I was going to go today and get it from the other pharmacy and start today, but now I have to wait for them to call me back. I bled really bad on Saturday. Lots of pain lots of clotting. Last cycle was awful and there was my result. At least my doctor wants to give me an ultrasound now after so many requests. Again...must say 'pain and blood' together for a medical team to react. I need to remember that from now on. Good luck finding my left ovary on ultrasound tech. ~salutes~
I've had intense sexual cravings these last few days. Yikes! Must be my age. Hormones making a last ditch effort before I go into Menopause. And here I thought my prime had crested. Apparently not. o.O My poor man. I swear I will be the death of him.
I love Lola. The new dog smell has not worn off yet. She got her first bath yesterday cuz she was getting kinda stinky. She was so good! Hopped in and just stood there for washing. Amazing. She's an absolute joy. Ro is an idiot for giving her up. She's easier than our other dog who's pretty easy. She just needed to be exercised daily um...like ALL dogs. Duh. It amazes me people don't walk their dog. Anywho, her leash training is coming along. Now I take her out with my bike for about 30 minutes and then leash train her in the evening for 20 minutes in the dark when it's quiet with less visual distraction. This week I've added an AM 20 minute walk so she's relaxed while I'm gone at work.
I knew I should have a dog. She almost completes me. I'm knitting her a sweater cuz that baby girl has so little hair! =)