Aug 04, 2006 12:31
yesterday was a good day so of course, my mom had to make sure it ended badly.
i had only slept 5 hours bc i had to make k a cheesecake for his birthday, and my mom woke me up at 9 to take her to hyperone to do some heavy duty grocery shopping.. we went, i came back, respray painted everything i'd made for khaled's room, went to khaled's house and decorated his room and it was indeed beautiful if i may say so myself.. he really liked it and loved his presents--i got him a really nice dress shirt and tie, a swim suit, "manly" bath products, and a goofy pez candy thing he loves.. He called his whole fsmily over (they all live in the same building) to see what i had done and we ate the heescake i made and everyone agreed i was a goddess :)
then k and i went out to dinner at spectra, and i finally had the salad i was craving..(one one makes salad as good) then i went to go see my grades and i got A's and was happy..
the bad part of the day...
Marwa had called me and told me and i quote, "we all got A's! isnt that great??" so i called s and told her the good news..not knowing that marwa didnt look for s's grade bc S was on the next page.. she only meant S2, D, L marwa and myself bc we all fall under each other by number.. so when i went at night to see my grades for myself i discovered my mistake and called S to apologize and set her straight.. she did very well.. she had gotten A's in pediatrics and Ob/Gyn, but she got a C in community medicine, bringing her total to a B+.. But none the less she cried when i told her the news (before u start thinking we are overly dramatic, grades in my school are really a life and death thing, her response is not uncommon) and she totally hates me now for having made her think earlier that she got an A.. I called her when i got home but she didnt answer.. also earlier that day, her bf N called me so i called him back and he told me in a very nice way that i was a giant asshole for not verifying first before telling sondus, and khaled also said the same just before he told me to shut the fuck up and leave him alone to sleep bc he was walking up to go to alex with his rents tomorrow...
My conscience hurt like a bitch, i couldnt even enjoy my own grades
finally my mom literally beat the shit out of me and called me all kinds of filthy names bc i accidentally in my rush forgot the chicken in one of the grocery bags in the kitchen and didnt put it in the freezer so basically i ruined 200 le worth of meat. I really dont care,, it just hurts when i realize what an absolute bitch my mom is, and how even when making a really good grade (which she used to always bring me down about bc i made B's and therefore i was a failure) she couldnt overlook some fucking chicken.. and she tok away my car keys bc i refused to pay for the chicken (i didnt really refuse, i just dont have any money bc i spent it all on khaled's birthday but couldnt tell her tht bc she already hates him)
so i'm miserable, all my friends are gone, my mother is a witch from hell, my best friend doesnt want to talk to me, my bf even after i threw him a birthday sold me out instead of trying to comfort me, oh and i'm also under house arrest for a few days. i have no car and no money but it makes no difference bc i also have no one to go out with. wow, my life is great.