i have the best friends ever
last night should not have been a bad day. I was wearing the nicest outfit i bought in turkey which was really cute..i did my hair at the coiffure which i seldom do, I was all primped up for prince charming to come have dinner at my house and then have dessert with his grandparents and get n's gift and go to the birthday..
K was a total jerk most of the day, picking small fights for no reason. He accidentally dropped an entire tray of chips and kethcup and burgers on the living room carpet for which my mom thankfully did not kill him despite how much i'm sure she wanted to..I cleaned it up and we left.
I had a good time at his grandparents as I usually do bc they are really sweet. Aunt Amy came over with I and A who are adorable. esp A. I heart heart heart her so much bc she is soooo lovable and warm and i think she's gorgeous.
Anyway, they all gave me love and attention that my personality test determined I was so dependant on, so i was happy.
When i reminded k of the comp store we still had to go to, he huffed and puffed and made a scene in front of his dad, to which even his dad told him to not be such a jackass..we went, and on our way to the birthday we had the biggest fight in history. dont care to recount the details, but it was one of our worst, we both crossed very red lines and i gave him back his rings, to which he did nothing but agree he didnt want to marry me either.
It took all i had to hold back the tears til i went to the bathroom. i totally spilled to my friends, i'm sure the whole place found out i was broken up. But my friends really kept me calm and gave me good advice until they made sure khaled and i had made up for the most part.
on our way home i even SAID out right i was sorry and how my finger was naked without my ring..but he wouldnt give it back :( hoping my mom doesnt notice i'm not wering it or she will be the first to hate his guts.. she's already giving me th daily speeches about how i am better than khaled and if i hold out i can marry better :-P she's so funny.
anyway, i'm crying daily about something to do with my relationship. is there something wrong with me?? or with my relationship?? or with him??
K was a total jerk most of the day, picking small fights for no reason. He accidentally dropped an entire tray of chips and kethcup and burgers on the living room carpet for which my mom thankfully did not kill him despite how much i'm sure she wanted to..I cleaned it up and we left.
I had a good time at his grandparents as I usually do bc they are really sweet. Aunt Amy came over with I and A who are adorable. esp A. I heart heart heart her so much bc she is soooo lovable and warm and i think she's gorgeous.
Anyway, they all gave me love and attention that my personality test determined I was so dependant on, so i was happy.
When i reminded k of the comp store we still had to go to, he huffed and puffed and made a scene in front of his dad, to which even his dad told him to not be such a jackass..we went, and on our way to the birthday we had the biggest fight in history. dont care to recount the details, but it was one of our worst, we both crossed very red lines and i gave him back his rings, to which he did nothing but agree he didnt want to marry me either.
It took all i had to hold back the tears til i went to the bathroom. i totally spilled to my friends, i'm sure the whole place found out i was broken up. But my friends really kept me calm and gave me good advice until they made sure khaled and i had made up for the most part.
on our way home i even SAID out right i was sorry and how my finger was naked without my ring..but he wouldnt give it back :( hoping my mom doesnt notice i'm not wering it or she will be the first to hate his guts.. she's already giving me th daily speeches about how i am better than khaled and if i hold out i can marry better :-P she's so funny.
anyway, i'm crying daily about something to do with my relationship. is there something wrong with me?? or with my relationship?? or with him??