I can't deny it I'm a straight ryda...
Ya know I'm convinced that my hispanic up bringing works against me. I'm so fucking bored right now sittin at home but I gotta stay home cuz my mom wont let me go anywhere else. Thats right I'm 21 and my mom still dictates where I can't and can go. Since I've been at Kevin's the past three days she persists on making me stay home today. Gaaaaaaay! Whats worse is when I'm not home she blows up my phone insiting that I should be at home and not out on the streets. Another thing, she wont let me stay anywhere.. I mean I struggle at getting her to let me stay at my girlfriends houses and I've known them for years. And if I do manage to stay somewhere I usually had to lie my ass off about what I'm doing or going. Fuck.. I hate lieing but otherwise I would never get to do anything. She's completely against me drinking even tho I'm of age and drink responsibly. She wants a detailed background on all the people I hang out with and talk to. I swear to you if I was a male or my mom wasn't Mexican my life wouldn't be this way.
I mean all my "caucasian" friends don't have this problem. Their parents stopped giving a fuck what they did after they turned 17. I'm flippin 21 and haven't really given my mom an reason to baby me soo much and yet here I am. How does she expect me to grow up and expirience life when she takes all the risk and expirience out of it?! I always use to bitch to Shawn about this and he would always tell me I just need to lay the law down to my mom tell her I'm a grown person and can make my own decisions. But it's not that easy I still live at home and they do pay for most evertything of mine. I mean the only reason I work is for my own personal gain. I know my mom does all this crap cuz she loves me and well I am the oldest so I gotta run the gauntlet for my lil sis, but for fucksake! I've had enough.
Eh, I dunno shit just sucks. I rather be working right now. At least then I'd be making some money as opposed to doing nothing. I need to move out.. REAL BAD.
I mean all my "caucasian" friends don't have this problem. Their parents stopped giving a fuck what they did after they turned 17. I'm flippin 21 and haven't really given my mom an reason to baby me soo much and yet here I am. How does she expect me to grow up and expirience life when she takes all the risk and expirience out of it?! I always use to bitch to Shawn about this and he would always tell me I just need to lay the law down to my mom tell her I'm a grown person and can make my own decisions. But it's not that easy I still live at home and they do pay for most evertything of mine. I mean the only reason I work is for my own personal gain. I know my mom does all this crap cuz she loves me and well I am the oldest so I gotta run the gauntlet for my lil sis, but for fucksake! I've had enough.
Eh, I dunno shit just sucks. I rather be working right now. At least then I'd be making some money as opposed to doing nothing. I need to move out.. REAL BAD.