wow how times flies
ahhhhhhhhh it's been somewhat of a depressing week. Today marked the 2 year anniversary of when Jared passed away. 2 years! WOW! in some ways it seems like it's been longer than that, and then other ways it seems just like yesterday. He would have been going on 20 this year! crazy stuff. My parents have been really down too. I've been spending extra time over there. Ethan brings a smile to their face. It was really rainy today or else I would have gone out to his grave. Now that I think about it, it's been probably a year since I've been out there. wow, i didn't realize it has been that long. I kinda feel guilty not going out there. I guess I shouldn't feel guilty. . . . .I really miss being able to talk to Jared. When I was being "rebellious" to my parents, I could talk to him and he was always very rational about everything. most of the time he was right about things too. lol. We would go to starbucks or wendy's and sit and talk. . . . . people were awesome tonight. They prayed for me and my whole family. Anyway, yeah been feeling kinda depressed this week.. .. could go on for a lot longer but I won't. . .. . .