(no subject)
a year ago i had these nerve in my stomach
i couldn't eat
i hardly slept
i didn't know what tomorrow would bring
and here they are again
but i think this time its good
it was good last year...just this time...
they're from moving forward
and not from being afraid of progress
and honestly...if i fail
at least my mom is still proud ;)
but really...
at least its failing from trying and not from sitting on my ass
(which btw...i've gotten damned good at)
my life is going to be determined this week (never said i wasn't a drama queen)
...for better or worse
this is just a step getting me to where ever the fuck i'm going.
and i'll be here tomorrow
and i'll have amazing friends
and a decent boyfriend
and the best parents
i need to stop
kisses!
i couldn't eat
i hardly slept
i didn't know what tomorrow would bring
and here they are again
but i think this time its good
it was good last year...just this time...
they're from moving forward
and not from being afraid of progress
and honestly...if i fail
at least my mom is still proud ;)
but really...
at least its failing from trying and not from sitting on my ass
(which btw...i've gotten damned good at)
my life is going to be determined this week (never said i wasn't a drama queen)
...for better or worse
this is just a step getting me to where ever the fuck i'm going.
and i'll be here tomorrow
and i'll have amazing friends
and a decent boyfriend
and the best parents
i need to stop
kisses!