day 1
so i was really pumped about this whole fasting thing
feeling better sounded pretty good
tom showed up after he got off work - which is always a good thing
maybe not when i've taken a laxitive though
but thanks to my iron gut
i haven't shit yet (15 hours after the laxitive, 4 after starting the lemonade)
its almost noon and i'm not really hungry per say
i could eat
and 20 pizzas just went by
but i'm not starving
i was worried about my blood sugar dropping way low
i am really sleepy
one of my biggest fears was the headache thats bound to come with the nicotine and caffine withdrawls
not gonna lie - i had a half of a cigarette this morning
but i either was really nauseaus from it, or felt so guilty about cheating myself out of the a real cleanse...i threw it out
this is huge progress - somehow i usually find a way to smoke two before i get to work
really am sleepy though
need to find work to do to keep me busy and my mind off food
hopefully i'll have energy to post tonight
feeling better sounded pretty good
tom showed up after he got off work - which is always a good thing
maybe not when i've taken a laxitive though
but thanks to my iron gut
i haven't shit yet (15 hours after the laxitive, 4 after starting the lemonade)
its almost noon and i'm not really hungry per say
i could eat
and 20 pizzas just went by
but i'm not starving
i was worried about my blood sugar dropping way low
i am really sleepy
one of my biggest fears was the headache thats bound to come with the nicotine and caffine withdrawls
not gonna lie - i had a half of a cigarette this morning
but i either was really nauseaus from it, or felt so guilty about cheating myself out of the a real cleanse...i threw it out
this is huge progress - somehow i usually find a way to smoke two before i get to work
really am sleepy though
need to find work to do to keep me busy and my mind off food
hopefully i'll have energy to post tonight