a collection of pems inspired by my ever growing depression,
The Monster
the monster is out again
the moster is out
hear her scream, hear her shout
hear her poisonous words
slithering about.
fighting fire with fire
couldn't understand.
but at least i'm in control;
i wont let it get out of hand.
i can still bleed
this knowledge, bittersweet
the first drop, planting a seed.
the monster is out again
no longer my friend,
the monster is out.
hear her scream, hear her shout.
The Wolf
the wolf is coming out to play
she's ripping me to shreds
every day
she smells my fear
takes her place
casuing another tear
to fall down my face
the wolf she lives inside of me
coursing through my blood
making me nervous, making me weak
but when she's asleep,
i rest too.
i almost forget she's there
and what she can do.
inside
i'm crying a thousand tears
on the inside
desire is unknown, and the pain
the pain still resides
but you, you could make it go away
and you, you could stay
but i'm falling faster
wish i could get outta here
im falling down...but you're not around
and i wish you could see my scars
the blood i've cried....
and all the pain inside.
my soul coming undon
i wonder what you'd say
if you could see the blood
the razer against my skin;
my soul coming undone
and if you could feel the pain
i wonder what would you do
would you even care?
after all, it's nothing compared to what you grough through;
my soul coming undone.
ribbons and lace, chains and rope
the unraveling depths
of my soul.
tied together with a smile; my only hope.
but the smile has lost its magic,
and the scars they are so tragic
weak & powerless;
my soul comind undone.
invisible
i think you know the dark secret
that i've been hiding.
i think you've seen the scares
and all the pain unfold
i really believe that you know.
but maybe you believe
if you close your eyes and look the other way
maybe, just maybe, these scars will fade
maybe you think it's a joke
or a game of copy-cat.
or maybe you just don't care.
anyone else, anyone else but me;
you would open your eyes, you would see.
oh yes, im quite the chipper person.
the monster is out again
the moster is out
hear her scream, hear her shout
hear her poisonous words
slithering about.
fighting fire with fire
couldn't understand.
but at least i'm in control;
i wont let it get out of hand.
i can still bleed
this knowledge, bittersweet
the first drop, planting a seed.
the monster is out again
no longer my friend,
the monster is out.
hear her scream, hear her shout.
The Wolf
the wolf is coming out to play
she's ripping me to shreds
every day
she smells my fear
takes her place
casuing another tear
to fall down my face
the wolf she lives inside of me
coursing through my blood
making me nervous, making me weak
but when she's asleep,
i rest too.
i almost forget she's there
and what she can do.
inside
i'm crying a thousand tears
on the inside
desire is unknown, and the pain
the pain still resides
but you, you could make it go away
and you, you could stay
but i'm falling faster
wish i could get outta here
im falling down...but you're not around
and i wish you could see my scars
the blood i've cried....
and all the pain inside.
my soul coming undon
i wonder what you'd say
if you could see the blood
the razer against my skin;
my soul coming undone
and if you could feel the pain
i wonder what would you do
would you even care?
after all, it's nothing compared to what you grough through;
my soul coming undone.
ribbons and lace, chains and rope
the unraveling depths
of my soul.
tied together with a smile; my only hope.
but the smile has lost its magic,
and the scars they are so tragic
weak & powerless;
my soul comind undone.
invisible
i think you know the dark secret
that i've been hiding.
i think you've seen the scares
and all the pain unfold
i really believe that you know.
but maybe you believe
if you close your eyes and look the other way
maybe, just maybe, these scars will fade
maybe you think it's a joke
or a game of copy-cat.
or maybe you just don't care.
anyone else, anyone else but me;
you would open your eyes, you would see.
oh yes, im quite the chipper person.