(But maybe you could prove me wrong)
I wish you'd fight just a little bit longer
I wish you'd fight just a little bit harder
I wish you could make it go away
I wish you could step into my life for a day.
And if you could see it, if you could feel it....maybe you could stay.
And I have dreams; everything's so easy in them
It goes away. It goes away. And it's no longer in my place.
And in my dreams, you love me.
In my dreams it's just so damn easy
I hear a knock, I fall in arms
And the pain evaporates.
But you're not here. And you'll never be
Surprises are nonexistent for me
But the pain is deep; words i cannot even speak
Could you please, for my sake, go out of your way
Surprise me, with honesty
songs unheard and sparkling wings.
But I'm not foolish enough to believe
That you'd fight just a little bit longer
That you'd fight just a little bit hearder
It all seems, all these things, are nonexistent for me.
Things are so unbelievably stressfull right now. Medicine. Anxiety. Health issues. Money issues. Issues galore really. I feel a little empty. Terrified. Broken. Alone........I suck. I read the emails.....but I don't remember. It's never been talked through before. Be honest. I'm breaking......................and I'm not sure if I can take it.