May 14, 2009 13:09
I'm no help to anyone. I always want to help everyone, sometimes even at the cost of my own happiness. I can't do this anymore, I need to take care of myself, no matter how much it hurts. I know my life hasn't always went the way I want it to, but whose does. Right now I'm horribly crushed to not be able to help someone who really needs it but I just can't do it. I really wish I could go back into the past and change so I could not put myself in this situation but that would be selfish. I don't know what to do, except be honest with the person and pray they understand and that it works out for the best for both of us.