Merry Christmas
Well I really havnt been up to updating in a lil while. Dont know why, just really didnt feel like it all that much. Today was like they always are, except it was christmas. I bet this will sound really depressing but it really isnt my favorite holiday. I guess I just never really get what I ask for. I asked for nothing, and I get something. A lil odd if you think about it. That last comment (I never really get what I ask for) is a little conceeded and self centered, but I really mean it. This year was slightly different tho. I have Melanie which changes it all. Last year this time I wasnt happy at all with Sam. That was all a lie basically. The saddest part of the whole thing was, that I didnt want to hurt her by breaking up with her, but in return, she broke up with me. Thats really sad isnt it. Onto good thoughts, I just got home from the movies with Melanie, my parents, and my grandparents. We saw CLOSER. I thought it was a very good movie. Some parts were hard to understand, but in all it was a good movie. I guess that is what put me in this mood. I got Melanie a pair of UGGs and she is getting memory for her computer soon. She got me Family Guy on dvd and some incense. I didnt really need anything from her. All I need is to know that she loves me. I love her soo much, I really think I would die without her, or maybe something worse. Actually what is worse than DEATH? Well wednesday after school Alec and I went snowboarding at Bear Creek, despite what everyone says about it. It was good and I would deffinitly go back there. He and I had alot of fun. I really wana take Melanie, but she doesnt think that she will be good enough to go with me. We will see as time rolls on. Im kinda tired, I think I might go to bed. Night-