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I'm in a mixed state. When am I not. Content when I don't care. However, at the moment you could say I care.
I'm watching all the old Christmas clay mation films they're playing on ABC Family. King Winterbolt, what a character.
I feel like I think less intently than I used to, and that I feel less real. Which has been for a while now, but it's bothering me lately. And what to do if I can't recapture that cold reality again? Lose a little more as the time goes by.
But I have gained a lot lately, too. There is you. So I'll go lay down with my legs up against the wall, staring up at my ceiling and letting thoughts flow. That familiar thing to do was never even something to think about doing, was always just done.
I want to go play on the Island of Misfit Toys.
And yes pretty much using the other livejournal and this one is going to I don't know. My hands still feel funny.
I'm watching all the old Christmas clay mation films they're playing on ABC Family. King Winterbolt, what a character.
I feel like I think less intently than I used to, and that I feel less real. Which has been for a while now, but it's bothering me lately. And what to do if I can't recapture that cold reality again? Lose a little more as the time goes by.
But I have gained a lot lately, too. There is you. So I'll go lay down with my legs up against the wall, staring up at my ceiling and letting thoughts flow. That familiar thing to do was never even something to think about doing, was always just done.
I want to go play on the Island of Misfit Toys.
And yes pretty much using the other livejournal and this one is going to I don't know. My hands still feel funny.