im just in awe of you
Today went to the movies and out to eat with the father. It was coo, we went to go see the butterfly effect. I give that movie a big thumbs up, I highly enjoyed it. After this excitement I came home and watched some queer eye, took a nice warm bath, and painted the nails, yanno just a regualar day for this melissa. My dad bought me the book "The five people you meet in heaven" im soo excited to read it, i hear many good things. Im a bit sad right now though, I havent talked to Joseph all day. Hopefully I see him in school tomorrow, God I love that kid. Four days till our FOUR months :) I can remember our first date.. well the first time we "hung out" while dating. Whatever you want to call it is fine with me. Anyway back to my memory, I was soo nervous and I know he was too. I mean there I was with this person I was crazy over but I just couldnt tell him that let alone breath regualary. But by far the best part about that day was us going out to the back yard and just laying on my trapoline looking up at the stars. Honestly if there was any doubt in my mind of love for him it was gone at that moment. Looking back on it I just fall in love with him all over again. You all can have you opinion on true love at 15 but theres no doubt in my mind that I will love him and only him for the rest of my life.