May 10, 2004 22:30
Here it goes
I went into school today around 12 because I only got 2 hours of sleep due to the fact of sickness. You may be asking yourself, if you were sick why did you even bother going in? Well ill tell you, so i could go over my babies house after school. :) When school ended the joseph and i didnt go directly from school to his house. We were both hungry so we decided to get a bite to eat. We both LOVE chicken so we decided on going to mc donalds for the dollar menu because not only do we love chicken but we are both cheap. Back to the story, We went in and the mc donalds by his house which happened to be busy up the ass and we didnt really feel like waiting so we went to the taco bell down the road. Figuring wed get something really quick we went through the drive-thru but my sugar daddy has a bit of a problem with deciding on things so we just went it. We go up to the counter order our food, eat and leave. I get into the car and joes like wow i thought you were going to jump over the counter and kill her. Im like wtf are you talking about. Hes like Cara, that was Cara. I was like Cara? I was a bit confused at first but it all came together when he said the girl that you hate, you tore her picture out of the year book. At that moment i felt like complete and utter shit. Now if youre confused on who Cara is its one of his ex girlfriends, but im sure you could have guessed that. I dont really mind the fact that they dated I see girls everday that hes liked or dated, i dont like them :) but i dont care at the same time. The big deal with this is theres a HUGE story behind this girl, too bad im not at liberty to talk about... I know youre thinking youre fucking stupid who cares about his ex but if you did know the whole story you would completly get where im comming from. At first i was so mad because he didnt tell me and it was like this little secret yanno? But after i thought about it it was pretty damn smart because i would have infact ripped her fucking head off. Anyway we got back to his house and i just layed on his bed and thought for awhile. Really why was i mad. Yea seeing your boyfriends ex is horrifying to most girls and especially under these circumstances but he has to go through that everyday with me. I mean damn i went out with his friend. I dont even know the girl and i feel horrible just think how he feels. I was so proud of myself comming to this conclution. If you dont know me you mostlikely dont know im a real emotional kid and things bother me so fucking much to the point where i make myself sick. Comming to this was really good for me because thats one major thing i was trying to change and it feels great that i actually did it. Hooray for me. After that little incident the rest of the day was great! I had brought a camera over to get some pictures of me and him, which i think will turn out marvolous :)
THIS WAS POINTLESS AND SO AM I!@#!knseifvjk
I LOVE JOSEPH