the importance of memories.
most of my relatives live in kansas (where i grew up for a while). my dad's parents live in a town called pratt, kansas. i haven't seen them in about 5 or 6 years. my dad is flying to kansas later today because my grandpa was sent home from the hospital yesterday to die at home. i will not be able to attend the funeral. it's been a long time since i've really felt numb inside, but i've made myself collapse over this. i hate it. i'm going to attempt to sleep.