i wrote this a long time ago

[nopinkslutz]

i was still pretty sad about my past breakup. i was getting over it, just didnt expect to meet anyone that I would feel serious about for a long while other then mik in England. But Sarah begged me around 9ish that night on Thanksgiving to come to her family party, which was off the chain, i walked in and met everyone there, finally got settled and i could see u across the room. I kept getting shy when we both exchanged looks back & fourth across the room at that party Everytime you would look up at me I would look up and you would lay your head down low and smile. It would make me smile along with a million butterflies churning in my tummy. I asked who you were Sarah replied a friend of marios. I figured i wouldnt see u again and went home the next day i heard you asked about me, this was suprizing they told me you would be at the new years bash. so i planned and picked the best outfit i could find, made sure i got there late event though i was dieing to get there and see your face. I was so excited. Driving there fast as I can with bonethugs blaring out my radio and the heat on max in my car cuz i was shivering from the backless dress i was wearing. I saw you out on the driveway taking a drag of ur cigg looking at me while i fixed myself in the car as subtle as i could. i walked out and you walked closer to the curb met me there and introduced me to urself. took me inside bought me a drink. my friends got there and we met in michelles room and they were all excited about pulling things together for me and him.. i got shy.. i was walking by you and you brushed across my shoulder and michelle put my arm in yours teasing us as we got red. you asked for my number and i told u to call me... i left out of shyness and to my next party i didnt want to go to. u were on my mind all night. u called my phone midnight to wish me happy newyears.. i saved the message made everyone hear it. i called u back after playin phone tag for a couple of days.. we realized we both went to aih, both indian, both liked the same things both coming out of long relationships, dating eachother would be are first time dating indians. we went for coffee and talked things over, went to the movies,talked everynight, spend are breaks at school together.. u walked me to my classes. i would talk to you and tell u my whole day an u would look at me and give me this sexy look and i would catch on and start blushing and forgetting what i was talking about and u would laught and put ur arms around me and tell me the things u wanted to do and where u wanted to take me.. we got drunk and made bets if i won he would take me to the aquarium for dinner if he won he would take me to 6 flags.. and we would tease and laugh at eachother.. laugh about going to see indian movies, and how i wanted him to wear the curly shoes and he wanted me to bring him samosas for lunch.. he dressed so sexy and was flawless.. 3 yrs back i would have never in a million years thought a guy like sam would sweep me off my feet and leave this big of a etch in my heart. he gives me butterflies. hes had a hard life and he always treated me like a princess..
all the other guys like darryl. chris. tony, jason, travis would tell me not to bother with him and hes to older then me and hes just a flake. we talked things over and u took me to a concert and ur gave song came on and utook me outside in the vip section held me with ur hands on my hips and i stood on the tip of my toes and u asked me if u could kiss me and i said yes and we made out for the first time in the middle of a huge crowd but it felt like we were the only 2 there. it felt like a short lived eternity. from then on are hands never left eachothers hands and we were constantly all over eachother.. i got out of ur car when utook me home and we kept kissing and id walk out of ur car and u would pull me back for one more kiss that turned into 3 or 4 or 5 and i went to sleep that night with a smile on my face and fairytale dreams of you and me
i dont feel like finishing this. comment if u want me to finish