...And it's selfish to believe.
So many changes in years past. How I've grown, who I've become, just wasn't where I ever thought I'd be. In a way I know my path, in another I'm so lost in my past that the present doesn't make sence, yet the future does. The relationships I've established, and the ones that have burned out, I find myself wondering why and how I can just let people go out of my life and never try hard enough to have back what I've lost.
I just don't know anymore...
I saw...her... today. Met her boyfriend, sort of. Nice guy, they work well together... but none the less they way they act together reminds me of how we once worked.
Why can't I just let go? I was doing so good hating her... and I lost that feeling.
I grew up with the belief that everyone has "the one" somewhere out there, and that when the time is right you'll meet them and always be with them... as I've watched and listened for the last few years I've taken note. It may be true that there is someone who is perfect for you out there, but holding on to them once you find them is the tricky part. Once you lose them it's gone.
But then what?
...my heart hurts.
I just don't know anymore...
I saw...her... today. Met her boyfriend, sort of. Nice guy, they work well together... but none the less they way they act together reminds me of how we once worked.
Why can't I just let go? I was doing so good hating her... and I lost that feeling.
I grew up with the belief that everyone has "the one" somewhere out there, and that when the time is right you'll meet them and always be with them... as I've watched and listened for the last few years I've taken note. It may be true that there is someone who is perfect for you out there, but holding on to them once you find them is the tricky part. Once you lose them it's gone.
But then what?
...my heart hurts.