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i love how you "care so much" about me and then go and turn it all around. i could just spit on ur face. this is to no one in particular just you, yes you. im sick of being let down and im just not going to deal with it anymore. but i cant help it because its like a fucking addiction. why cant you just DIE? rot in hell and stay away from me.
i just keep digging my own hole and it keeps getting deeper and deeper and darker and darker and theres not much light anymore. i have dust/dirt in my eyes and lungs, i cant breathe anymore. going going.....gone.
just like that....i feel like screaming