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I'm so emotionally drained.
I keep wishing I couldnt cry anymore.
Just so that it all would stop mattering.
But the tears keep coming.
"here are my scars. you were the knife that kissed my skin. something i would die for"
dont ask i dont even know.
p.s. i just realized i lost something i never wanted to lose.
i mean this happened a few days ago.
but its really hitting me today.
i'm sorry i "lied" even thou i didnt lie about anything.
its funny how ppl can say you are their best friend.
but as soon as someone says something about the "best friend" hurting you in some way.
its "Fuck my best friend."
yeah... i guess i deserve shit from ppl.
i didnt really think i did anything.
but keep piling it ok ok?
I keep wishing I couldnt cry anymore.
Just so that it all would stop mattering.
But the tears keep coming.
"here are my scars. you were the knife that kissed my skin. something i would die for"
dont ask i dont even know.
p.s. i just realized i lost something i never wanted to lose.
i mean this happened a few days ago.
but its really hitting me today.
i'm sorry i "lied" even thou i didnt lie about anything.
its funny how ppl can say you are their best friend.
but as soon as someone says something about the "best friend" hurting you in some way.
its "Fuck my best friend."
yeah... i guess i deserve shit from ppl.
i didnt really think i did anything.
but keep piling it ok ok?