don't read this if you like making sense.
im sick. i had the a disturbing dream last night. i was at like waterworld or something and was standing on a slide which was a line for a slide with a fat man and a character from some book i read named Clyde. so we were going down the waterslide, all 3 of us on 1 tube and we were all standing up like surfing and carving on a waterslide. then for some reason i had a gun. all of the sudden im skiing with the same lazer gun. im on this weird too steep natural half pipe that has been in my dreams before. i keep falling because i can't turn in the air, then i go back towards my condo thing through this arizona-like snow covered lanskape with odd bumps and lumps everywhere that makes turning and jumping fun. i get back to my condo and immidiately begin packing because this group of asian tourists wants my room and they are watching me pack, waiting. all i remember packing was 2 different purses into a stuffed full back. then i go off to babysit these three monster kids and its all dark, one kid poops on himself the other to die or something within the first 10 minets. then they are down in some bunker under the living room floor of kelli parks house. but its still dark. the kids are hiding from fat man , Clyde and me. there is dogs and poop in their bunker. then i get them out and all of the sudden im in a movie theater with the lazer gun again and im shooting everyone but you have to shoot them like 3 or 4 times before they die. im shooting everyone with fat man and Clyde until these people turn around and they have guns too so i shoot at them for a while back and forth till fatty and clyde are both dead so i run behind this random massive wall in the theater and shoot around the corner till Will Hinkamp has this new fancy attatchment on his gun that allows him to shoot over the wall so after he agonizingly explains it to me he kills me. the end.
oh and i just took this quiz online that says im either going to join a cult (first) or become an anarchist (second) or turn buddhist.
oddly enough, i could see any number of those happening.
everything that happens doesn't feel like it happened and everyone acts like thier made out of rubber. maybe its just because im home alone and i have nothing to confirm reality but this glowing screen that cannot be real. the light coming from the bathroom is the only light other than this screen as it is dark outside at 5:30. forsome reason thats unsettling.
Insanity
Insanity is doing
the same thing
over and over
again expecting
different results
the world is insane.
