Oct 24, 2007 17:35
Well Geoff and Amber got married on oct.20th...it was beautiful. I'm truly happy for them, it was the only wedding I cried at so far and its because I felt like they were meant to be. I realized during that wedding how dumb I am for wanting to even get married. Well I want to get married, I just dont think I should think about bill being the one I marry, or anyone for that matter. Right now there are more important things. I might be going back to CCC to finish out my nursing there so I get my RN. I'm almost done with my CNA training at St.Camillus. I never want to be in a nursing home. If it comes to the point when I get older and I realize I've lost everything like my moblibilty,digity,privacy,independence,and loved ones then fuck it Im killing myself..its so horrible to think bout, but its better than a nursing home!
Also I get 800 bucks for my saturn since that girl backed into it at St.Camillus. So Im gonna try to find something before alot of snow hits us. Hopefully. I dont really care bout money anymore if im gonna be in debt then so be it, but i need a car. Well theres other things i wanna write but cant so ill write later.