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anger. forgiveness. screaming. anxiety. longing. bleak. love. in between.
myfuturerightnowseemtoofaraway,....
like a deem light, my future seem very bleak and yet the clock keeps ticking. though in my own world, the time is frozen, yet the real one never wait, never seems to forgive, nor wait. everything are very, totally bleak.dark. there's no darkness like this. this big heart is being torn apart every minute, my left leg is chained by an inviscible structure called love, so warm,yet so powerful. thus, the falling pieces as i continue struggling has turned into a seed. hatred is born, hidden behind the mask of anger. mirrored by an unreacheable, beautiful diamond called forgiveness, which is embedded deep in the coldest cave callled a fragile heart. and the insanity of this very human is controlled by the strings called mind&soul.in pain, the little heart scream in pain,in agony. hoping, praying, to find eternal calmness&happiness. and yet, the clock never stop ticking, keep breaking the silence named patience.
myfuturerightnowseemtoofaraway,....
like a deem light, my future seem very bleak and yet the clock keeps ticking. though in my own world, the time is frozen, yet the real one never wait, never seems to forgive, nor wait. everything are very, totally bleak.dark. there's no darkness like this. this big heart is being torn apart every minute, my left leg is chained by an inviscible structure called love, so warm,yet so powerful. thus, the falling pieces as i continue struggling has turned into a seed. hatred is born, hidden behind the mask of anger. mirrored by an unreacheable, beautiful diamond called forgiveness, which is embedded deep in the coldest cave callled a fragile heart. and the insanity of this very human is controlled by the strings called mind&soul.in pain, the little heart scream in pain,in agony. hoping, praying, to find eternal calmness&happiness. and yet, the clock never stop ticking, keep breaking the silence named patience.