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Well recently I think everyone knows I've been under alot of stress. but Yesterday I realized I let this stress and self pitty blind me from what is important to me, mainly Natalie. So I appologize for acting the way I have, I shouldn't have, instead of using this as an excuse for creating distance between me and everyone, I should have used it to get closer to the ones that are important. I know if you believe in something enough, no matter what happens you should fight for it, and keep it going, never let it lose it's momentem. But I did, I stopped fighting, and I lost the momentem, so I should start it back up and keep fighting, for her, I won't give up till I am blown to little itsy bitsy peices and I'm not able to any more.
One more thing, it hurts being called stupid infront of everyone around, then being asked what the problem is... seems a little silly to ask, it should have been obvious.
One more thing, it hurts being called stupid infront of everyone around, then being asked what the problem is... seems a little silly to ask, it should have been obvious.