Jan 18, 2008 09:59
I got a tarot card reading yesterday. It was weird I've always wanted to do it but I was too scared, now I wish I hadn't gone. Let me just say that the woman i went to is someone that was recommended to me by a good friend, her and her whole family have been going to her for a while and she's always been pretty accurate and she doesn't rip people off. With that being said this is what happened...
I walked in and the place was very intimidating, it had a lot of dolls and altar type things with a lot of empty and half full liquor bottles like offerings for the dolls which i'm guessing are her spirit guides. Anyway, she started out by telling me about my ex and she was right on point. She described what happened exactly ,how we broke up with details and even described what he looks like. Then, after she had my attention she told me that I was cursed. Yes that's right CURSED. She said someone didn't want me to be born or something like that and they cursed me before I was even born and thats why ive had such bad luck all my life and all my relationships were going to be bad like my last one if i don't get rid of that. She also said thats why i've had such bad nightmares all my life (and i do but i dont admit it often since no one past the age of 5 should be having nightmares). She said she was getting the name tita or tito, which is what we called my grandparents (moms side). I don't really know what to think, at the moment I got really scared, now that i think about it i think its kinda silly but she was right about so many other things.
She also asked me if I had almost drowned when i was little, and i did. I fell in a pool when I was too young to know how to swim and that was the first and only time I got spanked. I never thought of it like a huge defining moment in my life but i wonder why she brought that up. she told me my angel was named Luis and asked me if i had a little brother who died or something. at first i said no, but then i remembered my mom had a miscarriage after i was born. I dont know if thats what she was talking about but she said that was Luis and hes watching over me. I can't ask my mom about these things because i'm pretty sure she will freak out about me getting my cards read, but i wonder if thats true.
I don't know, she told me a lot more things some good, most bad. I went with 2 other people and they didn't get bad news like me. it was a pretty bad idea for me to go because I cant stop thinking about the possibility that i might be cursed and no matter what i do my life is gonna suck, i know that sounds stupid but what if its true? I dont even know if anybody reads this thing anymore...