May 31, 2005 14:57
I leave for Colorado this weekend,I love that place so much Im so excited.
Yesterday was my day off, and of course I got sick so I ended up in bed all freakin day. I don't know what it was but i couldnt keep anything down so all i ate all day was 5 freakin crackers. it sucked. And I am sure all of you wanted to hear that lovely story.
So i have come to the realization that i am completely obsesed with that show Judging Amy. I even find myself having conversations about it like if it really happened and then i realize that it was on tv. Im such a loser. But seriously I think I want to a social worker now like Amy's mother.
I stole some earrings from my grandma, am I going to hell? I mean i didn't really steal them i found them in my house, then i found out they were hers and i have "accidentally" forgatten to give them to her. haha
I think I really hate updating this eljay thingy. I mean it's so much pressure. Its almost like a type of commitment, its like once you write it its set in stone. but its not, i mean it is how i felt at that moment but then 2 seconds later i feel completely different. and i write things that i want to share, but then after i write them i think why the hell would i want to tell people that i was throwing up yesterday thats just retarted. ughh seriously, i would update more but I always change my mind.
in fact i change my mind too much.
damn this always ends up so long. ok im sorry for the rambling.
later fools