Confused
Have you ever felt that when you need to talk to someone most, there is no one ever around anywhere that would even come close to understanding, so you just shut up? I never thought I would ever feel that way, and feel so hopeless. Things are changing and I don't like it, and I certainly don't know how to deal. I feel like theres nothing left there..so why bother poking at it? Why bother surrounding myself with it? I feel like I've lost a part of me and I can't find it. I'm just numb and speechless. I'm confused. I don't know whats coming next, and frankly, I'm about to give up. I understand whats at stake, but do I go the selfish route and pull myself away or make myself misreable and deal with it? what the fuck.