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May 23, 2005 17:12

I can't even put into words why I'm so upset. I have plenty to be happy about, I got a 48 on my jury, I got into B.T.P, my grades are great, summer is almost here..and I'm at such a low point. I don't get me sometimes. I don't get how I can't control how I feel or force myself to feel something different. All I know is that I'm really bummed about not getting Vice President, and I know everyone says you can still be involved..and I know that...but..hello..I'm already incredibly involved, and I always will be. I wanted more. I wanted to be a leader, change or etablish something great at our school, give back and be a great V.P, because this school means the world to me and so does Theater. I don't live for anything else. And I guess that sounds pretty pathetic. So while I'm taking my 5 theater clases next year, and hanging out with my Best Friend, I will be surrounded by Thespian this and that..and it will just suck.

Anyways...enough about me complaining.

I need to start working on my Rep.

About the last day of school- sounds great. We should defintely get there at like 6, because 7 or 8 is too short. Especially if we get out of school at 12.
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