Perfect

[noony_noo]

I spent the entirety of today's rehearsal for the concert either crying or trying not to cry.  Ms. Williams called me out personally 6 times (yes I counted, not on purpose, the number just kept growing and I noticed) to tell me I was singing sharp, I was singing too loud, my hands weren't in the right place, I need to listen, etc.  I really don't understand why all of a sudden she's decided to pick up on everything that I do wrong (if I'm even doing it wrong, because I swear half the time I didn't even do anything) and find the need to address it in front of the class, over and over and over again.  I feel like she's decided that I was rude one day and she's punishing me for it.  Or something.  I really don't even know.  But she's making me feel like I can't sing at all, and I have to keep reminding myself that I can sing.  I'm not the best one in our class, but I'm a far cry from the worst.  I don't understand how she can be directing the group and not notice that I, standing in the front row, am doing the best I can to sing while crying.  Standing directly in front of her, tears on my cheeks, and she doesn't notice.  No indication that she noticed anyway.  Although when she told Allison Morton that she was singing too loud (the only other person that I can remember that she called out by name this afternoon), she noticed when Allison was upset.  Even though Allison was in the third row.  I just don't get it.  But idk how tomorrow's class is going to go.

How long before you screw it up
How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up
With everything I do for you
The least you can do is keep quiet

Be a good girl
You've gotta try a little harder
That simply wasn't good enough
To make us proud