my heart stops beating only for you
so im nervous truely an utterly nervous, for the first time in my life things are going so good, i have everything i could ever of asked for, im afraid i wont be able to support myself, im afraid i wont get a good job soon enough an i wont be able to support me an meganwhen the time comes that i need to, im afraid we will be living in waterside for the rest of our natural lives. im nervous about gettin married an things turning to shit like my parents marriage, i am afraid megan will hate living w me, an raven to, im afraid jack will hate this an wanna kill me for takin them away from him, god dam i hate bein afraid of shit