and my world comes crashing down..again...
i thought i was ok...i really did. i stopped crying a lot, i started talking to david, then today comes...
this should have been one the of the greatest days in my life!!!
i can rememeber how it all happened too....
we were outside swimming at rays bday party and i was frustrated because he hadnt asked me out yet, then we went inside for food and right as we were going to go back outside to play maffia, david asked if i would go out with him, i told him id think about it and walked outside! haha the poor boy looked so sad...i tld him yes and we started kissing up against her house by where we were playing...best moment of my life..i will remember that one kiss for a lifetime
i am a mess today..i just want this day to be over....
i miss him so much....i dont know what to do with myself...
i dont know what else to say...just depressed..we were so close..DAMN!
happy birthday rachel
i love you,
lauren
this should have been one the of the greatest days in my life!!!
i can rememeber how it all happened too....
we were outside swimming at rays bday party and i was frustrated because he hadnt asked me out yet, then we went inside for food and right as we were going to go back outside to play maffia, david asked if i would go out with him, i told him id think about it and walked outside! haha the poor boy looked so sad...i tld him yes and we started kissing up against her house by where we were playing...best moment of my life..i will remember that one kiss for a lifetime
i am a mess today..i just want this day to be over....
i miss him so much....i dont know what to do with myself...
i dont know what else to say...just depressed..we were so close..DAMN!
happy birthday rachel
i love you,
lauren