omg..
i cant believe your leaving....first i loose you as my boyfriend and now your leaving the school i go to. you mean everything to me david...i just cant believe this...
i had no idea you were so unhappy...god that hurts...
and i thought you only did better at chandler because the only way you could come back to hamilton is if you did good...and you say im one of your best friends, but your deserting me...i cant handle all of this..i know people think im strong, but im not. i cant pull through this...i dont see how...im crying now..even as i write this...how the hell am i supposed to be ok?!
and you say you want me to find someone better...well guess what...I DONT WANT TO!!!! you were the best thing that happened to me! you gave me everything and more!!!!!! i will never find anyone who will treat me as good as you did...never...none of my past boyfriends even come close...
i cant believe you are leaving all together...i cant survive without you...i know you say we will still hang out and stuff, but when will i ever see you?! obed is your number one priority now that you dont have me...and you work, will you ever stop and go "hey, maybe ill hang out with lauren tonight." i dont see that happening...i dont want you to leave!!!! I DONT WANT YOU TO LEAVE!!!!!
you leaving makes it seem like your trying to get as far away from me as possible...im just so hurt, i dont know what else i can say, but you have broken my heart twice in two days..congradulations.....
i want the pain to go away...i just want to be numb...
i wish i could turn my eyes off...i cry like every 10 mintues...
i had no idea you were so unhappy...god that hurts...
and i thought you only did better at chandler because the only way you could come back to hamilton is if you did good...and you say im one of your best friends, but your deserting me...i cant handle all of this..i know people think im strong, but im not. i cant pull through this...i dont see how...im crying now..even as i write this...how the hell am i supposed to be ok?!
and you say you want me to find someone better...well guess what...I DONT WANT TO!!!! you were the best thing that happened to me! you gave me everything and more!!!!!! i will never find anyone who will treat me as good as you did...never...none of my past boyfriends even come close...
i cant believe you are leaving all together...i cant survive without you...i know you say we will still hang out and stuff, but when will i ever see you?! obed is your number one priority now that you dont have me...and you work, will you ever stop and go "hey, maybe ill hang out with lauren tonight." i dont see that happening...i dont want you to leave!!!! I DONT WANT YOU TO LEAVE!!!!!
you leaving makes it seem like your trying to get as far away from me as possible...im just so hurt, i dont know what else i can say, but you have broken my heart twice in two days..congradulations.....
i want the pain to go away...i just want to be numb...
i wish i could turn my eyes off...i cry like every 10 mintues...