Oh MY!!!!
So Justin found out bout my little secret!! He found the card in my purse!! I was pissed. I guess it was a bad idea to try to hide it from him but I was scared to tell him. I don't know what I want but I really don't have a choice so I'am just going to hope and pray that I can handle it. God I need you now more than ever!! I guess I can handle this but I really don't know!! So how bout Justin said he wanted to spend time with me but I highly dought that it will even happen for more than 10 to 15 minutes cause the phone keeps ringing and I sure he will have to go pick somebody up or somethin like that. This is one of the reasons that I really don't want to keep the kid. I will be pregant by myself!!! I love him but there is just sometimes that I want him to be all mine!! I know it sounds selfish but I really don't care!!I can't really even type right now so Ia'm going to go eat hten type later tonite!!