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[nooneknew]

so i haven't updated in a little while. i'm at jesse's house right now. jesse is passed out in his room. matthew isn't feeling too well, kyle is taking care of him and i am sittin here trying not to listen to matthew in pain. i feel bad for him. i really really really do. i wish there was something i could do, but it is the kind of thing where the

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[pixar]

this is the floorplan.

and if you want, we can even do the room switch every few months or something. i know that sounds like a hassel. but it would be fair?

[nooneknew]

okay, i have thought about this A LOT.

i LOVE this layout. i really really do. everything is arranged very nicely. i looked at the layout for my bedroom and i have enough space for my furniture and even a little chair. it sounds really really nice.

here's the bad. if i take this oppurtunity and move in with you two, my income would be stretched very thin. i would have to pay $550 a month for rent, cell, insurance, and gas. i don't even make $600 a month. so i would basically have no money for food. i mean that is cutting it really really close. i would basically have to have jesse pay for EVERYTHING if we ever went out and i don't want to have to do that.

but i don't know how much longer i can live with my parents. i haven't even mentioned this to my parents, so i don't know. i want you to know that i am seriously thinking about it though. and now my only question is what happens after a year of living together? ashley is moving back in with her parents. laura what do you plan to do? i don't want to move back in with my parents, but what if jesse is ready to move out then, what do you do? i don't know. i think i'm just scared about the whole thing because i always told myself that once i moved out i would be out for good and i really really don't want to go back on that.

so i'm going to talk to my parents tonight. i'll let you know. <3

[pixar]

i dont want to move back with my parents either. i told myself the same thing.

the money thing does scare me with you too. if youre only making 6-700 a month, thats not going to be enough to live outside of youre parents house. unless you want to be a hermit. soo i dont know.

if you decide that you cant, ashley and i found a really nice 2 br apt for 570 a month in greenwood. it was 670 but they're running a special right now. its extremely spacious which is nice. but the same complex has 2br's with a den or a three br. so maybe we could also look at those if you think you can move out b/c it might be cheaper than meridian oaks which would help us all out.

[nooneknew]

yah, there is no way i could afford $300 a month... $200 would be okay... still a little restricting... but as of right now, i am saying no. if you guys decide that you really want a three bedroom apartment and more space and can find something that will only be like $200 a piece then i could do that, but i've thought about it a lot and there is no way i can stretch myself that thin. sorry.

[pixar]

its ok. it would be pretty much impossible to find a 3 br for 600 a month. unless you live somewhere that you'll get shot at within the first month anyhow. or robbed. possible both. depends on how lucky you are.

ashley and i really like the 2br at oak park though. so we'll be alright. you can always visit as much as you want and sleep on our couch, or with one of us ;) if youre parents are being buttmunches.

xox <3 love you and thanks for thinking about everything.