i feel so flustered...
well so i have a new rollercoaster to ride!! its called the roller coaster nate!!well i feel so confused about everything and everyone else seem sso depressed that i dont wanna talk about my lil problems... so everyone needs to be happy! extraordinarily happy!!! i still dont know what to do about my mom and i dont know now about my future i think i am goin to join the marines or the navy or the army somethin... to get away from here... to go somewhere and to get paid to travel... plus a $10000 sign up bonus and i can retire by the time im 38 with full benefits... and who knows maybe ill even find someone to marry... i dkn i have a full year to decide... well i guess that is all ic an say for now...! i will talk to ne one later....!