Exhales..... she has anxiety attacks but no ones knows.
Oh my lord......I finally get sometime to at least breath, seriously I was going nuts. Sooo so very busy I have been (so yoda...lol).
Anyways, so I finally got a job as a front desk agent at the four points by sheraton studio city. It s a nice job, and everyone seems nice so far. Still a lot to learn but Im good. I also started them college classes and it has been an overload of everything. The first day, i was assigned freaking 500 math problems. Im not even done....
Its been a rush and i'm obviously loosing a lot of sleep but its all in the name of goals. Seriously. I even got my own phone and everything yesterday. Good to know that little by little one becomes yet another adult into this massive chain of life...... I miss Artemis a whole lot!!!!. Last thing I talked to her about was about her moving to Tampa (she was sooo excited to be able to be in a bigger city) and i dont blame her, I mean she was used to the movement and the environment of busy new york and all of tha sudden you find yourslef in lakeland florida where NOTHING ever happens. Now that I got my own phone and stuff I had been thinking that since we are closer now, we could plan to go to that Halloween horror nights at universal, considering I live about 20 mins. away from there. Itd be awesome I think. She could even get to meet my wonderful gay lover...alejandro.
And this is obviously for him...
* Why are you gone?
was it because the lights went on?
the voice of your thoughts left me alone
now i look back on it
but now it seems you are gone.
* I have not done anything
but sleep, and die on
last night the bullet almost crossed
yet my heart never let go.
The words have been heard
you have made yourself clear
near both of us know whats going on
yet when i'm in dispair
I feel you near.
I should be finding out from berklee this week....
!xATHENA_MOONx!