I'm Lonely Again Tonight

[noonaofdarkness]

Title: I’m Lonely Again Tonight
Pairing: Suho/Chen
Genre: Angst, Slice of Life(ish), slight Romance
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 9,400
Warnings: slight mentions of homophobia.
Summary: Jongdae wonders when the ring on his finger began to feel so heavy.

Notes: Originally posted in sncj-santa which you can read here. Huge thank you to my beta noonabate. Title taken from

Comments

[e2x2o]

I...wow... Where do I start? This is such a beautiful fic and if was such a joy to read (my heart still hurts but it's okay, I welcome suchen pain with open arms)

I absolutely adore the way you've written their relationship. It's so beautiful and...realistic? It's not all rainbows and sunshine a and they have their ups and downs too, just like everyone else. And it's not just them, everyone in this Fic is written so realistically and I'm still so kdididkdjdjdjdjdjidididk !!!!!!!!!

I love suchen so much it hurts, and then I love reading about suchen slice of life and angsty things that end with a "we'll be okay again" and not directly "everything is perfect again" and your Fic is just so beautiful!!!!! It's definerly one of my fav suchen fics now!

Also, my stomach did that jumping thing when I read the part where joonmyun asked "is this okay" JSJDKSKDKDKDKDKDDKDJ or when he also broke down at the end because he's only human too. And they're engaged!!!!!! I'm just, wow I think I've already said this 50x (okay I'm exaggerating here) but it's such a beautiful Fic and I love the writing style in it too.

I'm sorry if my 7am rambling doesn't make too much sense (aka I'm sorry for the keyboard smashing) but yeah, such a nice Fic ;;;;; thank you for writing and sharing!

[noonaofdarkness]

thank you for reading (and for tracking me down on twitter, haha)!

This fic is way more angsty than I usually write, but i'm really relieved to know that the everyday-ness of it all registered with you. I didn't want any unnecessary drama or pain, just some bumps in the road that kind of force them back together again. ya know?

your comment is super cute and thank you for taking the time to leave it. It made me happy.