Hmm......life sux yeah
It's probably one of the saddest days of my life. Iggy died at 3:03 pm today. The hardest part was not being able to contain myself when I was driving Holly home after hearing the news,at the Vet's office, driving home, digging a grave big enough to fit a small child, placing him in it, and covering it it up, little by little, knowing I had just lost all my time with my first love. He was 8 1/2 years old. So......let's recap over all the bad shit that has happened to me within oh, about 2 weeks......
1. I left California.
2. Brian left Whitehurst.
3. Nathan started making me angry again.
4. I became extremely depressed thnking that Whitehurst was dead.
5. I lost my job.
6. Matt Lind is now in the band.
7. I'm expected to put up with him (matt lind)
8. For the first time EVER!! I doubted andrew really wanted to keep Whitehurst going.
9. Job search failed......still unemployed.
10. Squee wont reply tomy emails.
11. Iggy died.
12. I had to pay $136.94 for a cardboard box with a body bag and a dead iguana in it.
13. That one other thing......
I kind of feel like the whole my iguana is gone thing was the last string keeping me here..I feel like there is nothing left for me...we never practice....I can't wait all day for someone to call for practice and then be like......"we're not practicing today......" and most always, it's because of Nathan. If we never practice, have shows, record, or create music, then we're just fooling ourselves saying that we're in a band. I've already decided that I'm not going to college for any reason.other than maybe bettering my artistic skills......and so......I'm either going to be in a band or become a tattoo artist(yes tattoo artist is the most concrete thing I have going for me)........help......
1. I left California.
2. Brian left Whitehurst.
3. Nathan started making me angry again.
4. I became extremely depressed thnking that Whitehurst was dead.
5. I lost my job.
6. Matt Lind is now in the band.
7. I'm expected to put up with him (matt lind)
8. For the first time EVER!! I doubted andrew really wanted to keep Whitehurst going.
9. Job search failed......still unemployed.
10. Squee wont reply tomy emails.
11. Iggy died.
12. I had to pay $136.94 for a cardboard box with a body bag and a dead iguana in it.
13. That one other thing......
I kind of feel like the whole my iguana is gone thing was the last string keeping me here..I feel like there is nothing left for me...we never practice....I can't wait all day for someone to call for practice and then be like......"we're not practicing today......" and most always, it's because of Nathan. If we never practice, have shows, record, or create music, then we're just fooling ourselves saying that we're in a band. I've already decided that I'm not going to college for any reason.other than maybe bettering my artistic skills......and so......I'm either going to be in a band or become a tattoo artist(yes tattoo artist is the most concrete thing I have going for me)........help......